Mary Fuckin’ Poppins

i’m in “i hate everything” period. i blame it on all the free time i have on my hands these days. i barely get out of the house, imagine that i was ok with eating a 3 days old bread just so i wouldn’t go out and buy another one. i don’t want to go to clubs, i don’t want to talk to my friends, i don’t want to finish my wonderful puzzle. something is wrong even with mt christmas tree. i keep rearranging the ornaments but i can’t figure out what’s wrong.
i don’t seem to be able to start my assignments although i have a hand full of papers to turn in by the time holiday is over.
i keep watching lord of the rings, imagining that i’m one of the elves that doesn’t die in the battle of helm’s deep. this can’t be healthy!
the sad thing is that i have to go out to buy presents, but the thing is i hate shopping! wtf am i supposed to go buy?! there’s nothing that i like, but i can’t tell that to the people that expect christmas gifts.
i need an intervention! someone please come here, put some clothes on me and take me shopping. and while you’re here, please tell me what’s wrong with my christmas tree! i can’t take it anymore!